Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Superman I am not

Why do I spend so many sleepless nights worrying about things I cannot control? Why do I think I can fix everything? Why can't I put the pieces back together? When my friends' lives why do I try to hold it all? I try so hard to figure it all out. I try to be strong enough for both of us. For the Three of us. The Four. The Five. The Six...

And I just can't do it. I'm not strong enough. I can't do it.

Alone that is.

Why has it taken me so long to realize this? Why did it never occer to me before?
Why did it take so much pain and frustration? Why did I never seek you like this before?

Please...Forgive me.

But now I know.

You're always there beside me and to strengthen me.

Thank you God...

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